Tuesday, April 30, 2019

Endgame

      After all of the months I have stayed in the Foxberry, I never had a better night of sleep then last night. Today, I packed my things and  I'm ready the town to start a new chapter in my life. I feel very incomplete because of my failure to solve Mr. Evan's murder but it was time to bury that memory and start something fresh. As I packed as much I could carry, I closed the door of Apartment number 207 and never looked back. Sometimes I feel if you are constantly unhappy on a day to day basis that you need some sort of change in your life to feel happy again. But, change is the hardest thing to overcome. When I first created my blog my I inserted a quote that was very important to me. It says "Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as being stuck in a place you don't belong." This quote reminded me everyday that at some point, I will leave the Foxberry and this town because it had never truly been the place that I had belonged in but it did allow me to grow. If I leave and do not live out alive from this plague that towers over this town, I feel still have the satisfaction of saying that I at least tried to change my life. This is also my last blog post and I hope my fellow readers are willing to take the first step of make the necessary changes to make their life better even if there is risk involved. I now look outside of the window and into the streets of the town. As I open this door, my new journey begins. This is Billy Bob O'Callahan signing off.